Dish of the Day: Canon In D- Pachelbel
i love this piece. i think it's really peaceful... too bad i wasn't skilled enough to play it when i had the chance. hahaha.
anyhow, went out to jog. thought through lots of things. i was feeling quite lazy so i took a bus to clementi after that to buy contact lens holder. luckily i remembered the solution. otherwise i can soak my lenses in my tears.
bought a big gulp and walked home. i purposely chose the path that would lead me down new town... the path i always took to walk from school to eat mac. :P it feels so ironic walking backwards down the same road.
ex-student. grr. i feel so old. i wish i can go back into new town and moan and groan about how ugly my uniform is. i do not think i can ever stop reminiscing. i'm rather pathetic eh.
i wish i can wear my gola shoes and get caught by mr lau again.
i wish i can play chap teh like i did in sec 3. the fact that i sucked at it doesnt matter.
i wish i can talk to him like i used to; i remember him watching me and my clean cut friends, me watching him and his pai kia friends, passing each other. hahaa. at least i know how it feels to truly be in two completely different worlds, to be a good little scholarship girl, with him smoking and his head on my lap. can friendship really never last? how do you rely on a person so much that after a while it makes you cry, especially when you see the differences between the two of you cut that precious bond apart, literally once and for all?
does pain have to be explicitly explained before it can be understood? or is its notion enough?
i am asking too many questions. *cackles
P/S: remember to study, all you folks taking mid years. I AM WATCHING YOU. :P
Jasmine the Great (duh) at 7:15 PM
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