so, yeap, i'm in the SA library now, and it seems like everybody in the world has a blog.
well, at least within the library.
anyhow, today was sorta boring. justin was like, "so you come to school for what??!!"
hahaha.
then the nostalgia sets in.
i'm just getting all depressed and moody and doggy-eyed.
i'm gonna miss ponning maths lesson and being part of the Gallery Gang. even our Gallery Gang leader is staying on. he got 9 points.
suddenly, i don't have a lot to talk about.
it's interesting watching the librarian wrap books. she does it ever so carefully, making sure that the clear plastic fits perfectly on the surface, like that of a tight-fit shirt.
is it necessary to be so meticulate?
well, i have no idea where my life is going to head now. everything is up to God. imagine if i'm not a Christian, then my head will definitely be spinning in circles. it is so tiring to depend on myself all the time. it's worse when you come to stages in life where you simply have no control, and all you can do is grit your teeth and hope you don't fall too hard, because you know you haven't really got somebody who's there to catch you. someone who doesnt mind that his or her arms are gonna break because you're too heavy, or who isn't so caught up with his or her own life to thoroughly give you a thought. not that it's their fault of course. everybody has their own life to take care of, and that's when you know you should be doing the same thing. only that life can just screw you right in the arse whenever it feels like it.
so, i'm really thankful that God is there for me. :)
Jasmine the Great (duh) at 11:11 AM
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