Dish of the Day: Four Seasons- Vivaldi
How to Be a Christian for Dummies
no doubt that i've just lost a friend over God, but i just have to make my stand clear.
after all, who can understand the pain and the joy of being a Christian unless he is one himself?
drop my faith and i tell you, i'll just go back to being the ragdoll and the bitch that i was.
i don't want to go back to drinking a bottle a day, being proud of my pathetic little tattoo, finding my significance in how loud i can talk or how heavy a punch i can throw, or even resume to my nightly routine of crying every night over my dad who killed himself because he was afraid of going bankrupt.
luck? what's that to me?
i can't go back to that life if i ever want to live for a purpose.
i do hope he reads this. i'm definitely not someone who is forcing you to be like me, but simply to convey to you that this is where my strength comes from.
so i supppose this is one relationship gone.
is it really so hard to have faith?
Jasmine the Great (duh) at 1:03 AM
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